No words to express my pain.
Things did not go well at my husbands scan.
We are in thick of battle. It is on. We can not miss a beat.
It appears it has spread near the pancreas and spleen. Two doctors said
they had never seen a Sarcoma do this. One doc felt like it most likely
is the Sarcoma. We are praying is not. There is a slim chance it another form of cancer which would be better than a reoccurance.
Fear is thick and I know that does not come from God. I am lost in despair. Trying to functionn and find my fight. I know God is still here. Joshua 1:9
Need to breathe and pray. I don't understand why this is all happening.
We were one week shy of making it to 1 year with clear scans. My heart aches.
There will no Girlfriends Run (again) this year. As my husband will most likely be going into surgery that week.
I know God is bigger and I do not know his plan BUT I do know I will not stop praying and crying our my hearts desire. We have not talked to kids as we want to wait until we have more information. Praying for their protection through all of this.
PRAY Warriors I need you. Much Love.