Surgery went well. Hospital stay was rough. Lots of pain. So horrible seeing my husband suffer. We are out now and having to stay in the area for another week.
That is another week away from our home and kids.
I don't feel strong....but I know I am. I need to find a way to channel all this saddness and anger into something that will help me battle on.
It is tough.
Missing my kids
Missing my runs
Missing my friends
Missing my husbands smile
Missing my old life
Praying for God's peace and strength. We have been loved by many who have helped me when I have felt paralyzed and unsure of how I was going to get through the next hour. This is a time in our life when it becomes clear who is there for you and those who have other priorities. Trying to work through all of that and long for the day where we can bless and care for others.
If you are running, biking or moving in any way...enjoy it and SWEAT some for me!